Novembering

This month is jam-packed with random surprises, the good and the not-so-good things. It keeps on coming i guess, just that the good and the bad always come after one another, like a sandwich and berry jam that seemed to belong together.. how sweet isn't it?  Sometimes i do ask God why and why and even more whys..but most of the times I've been learning to appreciate even the not-so-good thingys..i guess. It's all part of life. A few months ago, and still counting I had been so insistent to Him for all the things i want (and need badly), that i seem to overlook the things more like blessings in disguise He may have provided, possibly not exactly what i asked for but surely is what i need to make it through. (Though i'm still working on that, a lil bit patiently waiting for the outcome) Yet there are these few times i still get blinded with the blessings that's right under my nose. It happens maybe because i'm still looking at a certain direction i shouldn't be but i just couldn't help not to. But after all, i should still feel thankful for whatever has happened coz even though it may not be good for me but at least it become better for the other. Right?

Anyway, i had been into a lot of e-book reading indulgence which definitely keeps me extra busy everyday. It has been part of my workload that i simply wished i could have more time to read them all this coming month or maybe next year. Need more time..literally. Most especially when there's a set of new collection added to my e-library yet the fact that i already have hundreds of 'em, i still can't stop myself downloading for some more. Yay! I'm thinking of writing a review for some of the books i had finished reading, most probably when there's an extra hour to do so.

Recently, had been into random places which happen to be the highlight of this month. Going back to same old places gives me that melancholic feeling thus visiting new places puts me on the ecstatic mood. Fair enough. Traveling around everywhere is something i really love to do. To meet nice strangers, to see the wonders of life, to simply be lost and be able to have that little chance of finding myself back again.

Hey somehow I still wanted a happy ending..

"Yet now I've learned, the hard way, that some poems don't rhyme, and some stories don't have a clear beginning, middle, and end. Life is about not knowing, having to change, taking the moment and making the best of it, without knowing what's going to happen next."

So dear December, obviously i have no other choice but to trust you. again..

101 Randomness You Might Never Want to Answer P2

1: Is there a boy/girl in your life? None.
2: Think of the last person who hurt you; do you forgive them? Life is too short to waste time hating anyone. Haha i did answered the question right?
3: What do you think of when you hear the word “meow?” CATS!
4: What’s something you really want right now? Cottoncandy and YOU.
5: Are you afraid of falling in love? Falling out of it is more scarier.
6: Do you like the beach? Love it.
7. If you would stay with someone at the beach, who would it be? YOU.
8: What’s the background on your cell? Selfie.
9.  What's your favorite breakfast? Pancake and strawberries.
10: Do you like your phone? I guess.
11: Honestly, are things going the way you planned? Not quite.
12: Who was the last person whose phone number you added to your contacts? a client.
13: Would you rather have a cat or a dog? cat.
14: Which hurts the most, physical or emotional pain? Emotional.
15: Would you rather visit a zoo or an art museum? Art museum.
16: Are you tired? Dead tired.
17: How long have you known your 1st phone contact? Forever i guess?
18: Are they a relative? very much related.
19: Would you ever consider getting back together with any of your exes? What's it again?
20: When did you last talk to a stranger? A while ago.
21: If you knew you had the right person, would you marry them today? Yes, I do!
22: Would you date the last person you saw? We didn't even know each other.
23: How many bracelets do you have on your wrists right now? 7
24: Is there a certain quote you live by? "Life is not a competition. Find the stuff that makes your soul sing and be your own uniquely beautiful self."
25: What’s on your mind? seriously..YOU?
26: Do you have any tattoos? None..but i guess you're tattooed in my mind..sweet eh?
27: What is your favorite color? Gray.
28: Next time you will hug someone in public? Awkwardly sweet.
29: Who are you with a while ago? Me, myself and I
30: Think to the last person you argue with, was it bad? Worse.
31: Have you ever had the feeling something bad was going to happen and you were right? Yeah.
32: Do you have a friend of the opposite sex you can talk to? Yeah.
33: Do you think anyone has feelings for you? I dont know. hey someone has?
34: Has anyone ever told you you have pretty eyes? Yeah.
35: Say the last person you kissed was kissing someone right in front of you? Well..enjoy!
36: Will you be single on Valentines Day? Please don't remind me that.
37: Are you friends with the last person you talked? Almost friends.
38: What do your friends call you? Secret!
39: Has anyone upset you in the last week? I guess.
40: Have you ever cried over a text? A long long time.
41: Where’s your last bruise located? Right arm.
42: What is it from? Got hit at the door.
43: Last time you wanted to be away from somewhere really bad? Liar's den.
44: Who was the last person you were on the phone with? Wait..still thinking when was the last time i used my phone..haha!
45: Do you have a favourite pair of shoes? Lots.
46: Do you wear hats if your having a bad hair day? Sometimes.
47: Would you ever go bald if it was the style? No.
48: Do you make supper for your family? Of course.
49: Does your bedroom have a door? I guess. 
50: Top 3 books? Unfortunate Fairytale Series | Fairhope Collection | Unremembered
51: Do you know anyone who hates shopping? Nah.
52: Does anything on your body hurt? It hearts.
53: Are goodbyes hard for you? Super.
54: What was the last beverage you spilled on yourself? Coffee.
55: How is your hair? Brown and getting longer.
56: What do you usually do first in the morning? Turn off my disturbing alarm.
57: Do you think two people can last forever? If its true love.
58: Think back to January 2007, were you single? I guess.
59: Green or purple grapes? Purple.
60: When’s the next time you will give someone a BIG hug? when i see you.
61: Do you wish you were somewhere else right now? kinda.
62: When will be the next time you text someone? when someone does.
63: Where will you be 5 hours from now? Hue knows where.
64: What were you doing at 8 this morning? Coffeeing.
65: This time last year, can you remember who you liked? YOU.
66: Is there one person in your life that can always make you smile? Of course.
67: Did you kiss or hug anyone today? Bebe Tangy, my kittycat.
68: What was your last thought before you went to bed last night? YOU..i guess.
69: Have you ever tried your hardest and then gotten disappointed in the end? YES.
70: How many windows are open on your computer? 11.
71: How many pillows do you have? 7.
72: What is your ringtone? Love you like a Love Song.
73: Where will you be in 5 months? With you. I hope.
74: Where is your pet right now? sleeping at my bed.
75: Why aren’t you with the person you were first in love with or almost in love? Fate's design?
76: Have you held hands with somebody in the past three days? Hmm. With a not so stranger who helped me get off the boat. Does that count? Haha.
77: Are you friends with the people you were friends with two years ago? Probably yes.
78: Do you remember who you had a crush on in year 7? Nah.
79: Is there anyone you know with the name Mike? No one.
80: Have you ever fallen asleep in someone's arms? Yeah.
81: How many people have you liked in the past three months? Hey I've liked one person for three years.. 
82: Has anyone seen you get really mad? A lot of times before.
83: Will you talk to the person you like tonight? Doesn't even text.
84: You’re drunk and yelling at hot guys/girls out of your car window, you’re with? I wont be anywhere else like that.
85: If your BF/GF was into drugs would you care? Of course.
86: What was the most eventful thing that happened last time you went to see a movie? I fell asleep and woke up right after the movie ends. Haha!
87: Who was your last received call from? vm's
88: Are you a morning or night person? In between.
89: What is something you wish you had more of? TIME.
90: Have you ever trusted someone too much? A lot of times.
91: Do you sleep with your window open? No.
92: Do you get along with people? Yeah i guess so.
93: Are you keeping a secret from someone who needs to know the truth? Not really.
94: Does lust mean love? That's just temporary.
95: You’re locked in a room with the last person you argued with, is that a problem? BIG one.
96: Have you ever danced in the rain? Probably yes.
97: Did you sleep alone this week? I always do.
98: Everybody has somebody that makes them happy, do you? I do..especially if i have YOU.
99: Do you believe in love at first sight? Can you pass in front me again..? haha!
100: Who was the last person who made a promise to you? I forgot to remember who.
101: Will you take risk of loving again? I never stopped loving, i just stopped showing it.

101 Randomness You Might Never Want to Answer P1

A Part of Every Hue

"The best color in the whole world is the one that looks good on you."

Everything we see in this world, from the darkest ground unto the perfect clear sky above is an array of colors that makes life appear to be in vivid, wonderful hues. The surrounding points conjures a bright meaning in every splash of such an astounding reality.

Hue Knows
Life as it seems, a blank canvas waiting to be painted upon with both vibrant and gloomy colors. Sparkling brightness create a tremendous view of tranquility and contentment. The deep saturation of every picture shows an immense need of belonging and comfort. Different shapes and forms, fine points and sharp lines are yet to be understood and discovered upon each gentle strokes. Each picture created shows absolute happiness, sorrow and extraordinary features all at the same time. The completion of each detail unveils the invisible beauty of the past, the truthfulness in the present and the hidden mystery of the coming future.


The Color Within
Everyone is uniquely special. Every heart paints their own piece using its deep emotion of hope, joy, anger, love, hate and fear as it's guiding light. A picturesque of one's own story, contemplation and sensibleness. A part of it where one try to blend in the crowd, looking for the same shade or simply attracted in the exact opposite. Thus, we take each of other's hue and soon we become like the people we associate with. A bit of their own character and typical ways which turns to render own blindness in colors that somehow leads to acquiescence. The changing of colors can be good and favorable to our own being but in some way, may affect us distressingly at the end. The moments of realization like a crimson glow tell us to be watchful and to always take the good out of every bad.

A Touch of Glum
As the quote says, "You see a person's true colors when you are no longer beneficial to their life" which is quite believable. In some cases, it happens when the significance of the other loses it's worthiness. Their truest colors of pretense feeling cause fathomless gashes of pain and blackness. The dark shades of gray convey hatred and dejection. The sullen mask slowly fall off the rough black ground allowing frustration to take over. Indeed, awful but each picture may never be complete without the jagged outlines and dimness in it.  Life certainly happens to be surprisingly wonderful and invidious all at the same time.


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Every color adds definite meaning to our daily lives. These colors continuously flow, get blended in time and soon will vanish. Slowly, it will turn back to a sparkling white canvas, an assurance of a second chance to repaint dreams that already faded and rebuild our broken selves once again. In the end of it all, there's a new set of colorful paints and fine brushes purposely waiting for the sweet promise of a new beginning.

“Mere color, unspoiled by meaning, and unallied with definite form, can speak to the soul in a thousand different ways. ” ― Oscar Wilde

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Carry your Cross

Truly inspirational

We complain about the cross we bear, but we don't realize it is preparing for us for whatever is up ahead that God can see and we can't.

"Whatever your cross, whatever your pain, there will always be sunshine after the rain. Perhaps you may stumble, perhaps even fall; God's always ready to answer your call... He knows every heartache, He sees every tear, a word from His lips, can calm every fear...Your sorrows may linger, throughout the night. But suddenly vanish, come dawn's early light. The Savior is waiting somewhere above, to give you His grace and send you His Love."

  - source

Sweet November

Flower, gleam and glow

Let your power shine

Make the clock reverse

Bring back what 

once was mine

Heal what has been hurt

Change the Fates' design

Save what has been lost

Bring back what 

once was mine

What's once was mine...


"Sweet November, please make all my heart's wishes come true."