awww.

Knowing that It is never going to happen, does not stop me from wanting it to, it only makes me want it more.

let your heart lead you

There are things we dont want to happen but have to accept...things we dont want to know but have to learn and people we cant live without but have to let go.  Its hard to say "NO" when we really want to say "YES".  Its hard to close our eyes when we really want to see.  It does hurt when the one you love doesnt love you, but hurts more when you know that the two of you love each other but your love is not enough to keep the two of you together.  Stay, still, be quiet and listen to your heart. Then when it speaks, get up and go where it takes you.

November, ikaw na. 11.11.11

Yeap. The month that ive been waiting for so long. It was still not the perfect month or even have the perfect feeling but i should be happy and enjoy for whatever i may have. Having my family atleast completed the moment. Its not quite planned very well. What i had in mind was to have the most bonggacious party ever. The best party dress, the most extravagant venue, the most delicious food. Like a fairytale dream. Well, that was just a wild dream haha. I still want it to be simple and solemn so i celebrated at Shakeys with family and friends. It was the most happiest moment in my life and i really thank God for giving me the family that i have now. Btw, we won the IPAD2 Shakeys 11.11.11 promo. Yeah. twas cool and feeling so lucky. Thank you Shakeys. Thank you for making my day super extra special.