Monday, December 13, 2010

Beauty Tip # 19: Blackheads away

What to do?

Combine 3 tablespoon of baking soda with 3 tablespoon of water. Rub this solution on your skin or to the affected area.  Leave for a few minutes and rines well with warm water for effective blackhead extraction.

Wednesday, December 8, 2010


How I wished life has a playback button, or simply like a video you can edit, crop the sadness,  rearrange the scenes, delete the unwanted happenings and save the happiness.

See? How life could be so unfair sometimes, when someone you love doesn't loves you back and just leaves you standing there alone. when someone you like cant be someone you love because of that fear that the same painful scenario will happen again. If feelings can only be controlled, this world would be a better place to live in..or maybe its not just the feelings itself.. it depends on the person. Confusion grows, a single lie discovered is enough to create contagious doubt over every other truth expressed. There are really so many things that are really painful to accept. Like when one person bumped into a relationship, they say; "its for the couple to realize that they are not for each other" or sometimes it can also be a trial on how far your relationship can go, it can be a matter of holding on. But who really knows? What if it was the right person that came at the wrong time? How can you run after destiny if it already ran away from you? Or what if you already have them but you let them go? What if its too late?

Love makes the world go round, and it is also love that makes people crazy funny, crazy sweet, crazy serious and crazy psycho. (oh! too much love takes away the brain away haha just kiddin) I admire so much the people who faithfully love their partners that a part of my brain is telling my eyes,find someone like that; telling my heart, love someone like that. But whats the big deal about finding the one you want to love  if love comes unexpected? Oh, it was wonderful right? But i think that was scary. They're like thieves, will just get your heart without permission and poof! you're inlove.

And then We can never really have a perfect choice, only the choice we know that can make us happy and complete even just for a while...

or luckily,

until the end of time.

Wednesday, November 17, 2010

Beauty Tip # 18: Teeth Stainer

Avoid coffee and red wine as much as possible. Both will quickly stain your teeth. Moreover, you can brush your teeth or gargle afterwards.It will prevent the caffeine from staying to your teeth and do the damage.

Tuesday, November 2, 2010

that-so-called Fairytale

You know how when you were a little kid and you believed in fairy tales, that fantasy of what your life would be, white dress, prince charming who would carry you away to a castle on a hill. You would lie in bed at night and close your eyes and you had complete and utter faith. Santa Claus, the Tooth Fairy, Prince Charming, they were so close you could taste them, but eventually you grow up, one day you open your eyes and the fairy tale disappears. Most people turn to the things and people they can trust. But the thing is its hard to let go of that fairy tale entirely cause almost everyone has that smallest bit of hope, of faith, that one day they will open their eyes and it will come true..

At the end of the day faith is a funny thing. It turns up when you don't really expect it. It's like one day you realize that the fairy tale may be slightly different than you dreamed. The castle, well, it may not be a castle. And it's not so important happy ever after, just that its happy right now. See once in a while, once in a blue moon, people will surprise you, and once in a while people may even take your breath away.

Wednesday, October 20, 2010

Beauty Tip # 17: Dealing with Hair Curls

Never ever brush your curls if you do not want to end up having a frizzy hair.  Rather sort out the tangles with the help of your fingers.

Tuesday, October 12, 2010

Beauty from Pain

My whole world is the pain inside me
The best i can do is just get through the day
When life before is only a memory
I'll wonder why God lets me walk through this place
And though i can't understand why this happened
I know that i will when i look back someday
And see how you've brought beauty from ashes
And made me as gold purified through these flames

Here i am, at the end of me
Trying to hold to what i can't see
I forgot how to hope
This night's been so long
I cling to Your promise
There will be a dawn

After all this has passed, i still will remain

After i've cried my last, there'll be beauty from pain
Though it won't be today,
Someday i'll hope again
And there'll be beauty from pain
You will bring beauty from my pain......

Thursday, September 16, 2010

Beauty Tip # 16: Removing Facial Hair

There's a natural remedy for facial hairs if you want them removed.

What you need:

Egg whites
Corn flour

Mix ingredients. Apply onto face a sticky paste of egg white blended with sugar and corn flour.  When it dries, gently peel it off.  Repeat this 3-4 times a week.

Thursday, September 2, 2010


 From here to there.  

All the words had already been said over and over again. But still misunderstood. worst? ignored.  Sometimes the last option you can have is to let go. move on. No one would care, its just still you whose bothered everytime. But why does it happen when you're on the moment that you're free and could just go, your feet is stucked and just cant move. How can you be so helpless, why are you so weak to go on alone? For god-damn sake, does the person ever needs you?! Why cant you just see that life would be better off alone those people who do nothing but to hurt you. Worse, they doesnt know that you get hurt.  You are not important to them coz if you are, they will do everything to make you feel more than what you deserve to feel.

Words are nothing unless expressed.  

Sunday, August 29, 2010

Beauty Tip # 15: Almond Facial


1/2 small jar of nivea cold cream
1 tablespoon honey
2 tablespoon silvered almonds

Whirl Silvered almonds in a blender.  Pour into a small bowl and mix with cold cream and honey.  Smooth onto face in circular motion for 1-2 minutes. Rinse off.

Friday, August 13, 2010

My Friday the 13th

So i knew that its 13 this friday so before i sleep last night i see to it that im in a good mood so when i wake up it will be a lucky 13 for me.. But i was quite wrong.. To start with: (i chose to write it in bullet form)
  • I was late for my meet-up time with my friends, un FX ng ayala 48 yrs bago dumating, then super traffic pa and then you know what? nagpaGAS pa! naglagay ng tubig, balak pa ata icarwash un fx nia sauceko!
  • I was at the meeting place around 2:30 one of my expected friend didnt came so the plan didnt went out well
  • I texted my close friend but she didnt replied, i tried to call but her fone was off! aaaarghh! (she was my first option!!!!)
  • Another plan was meeting another friend but since she was going to Baguio we were not able to meet..
  • I texted another one and gladly she came the way all from where i am
I was still so very badtrip just when i suddenly realize i was smiling..


dahil sa knya.
he actually made my day a bit okay. =D

One more thing happened:
  • Pauwi na ln aq heres what happen, i was sitting comfortably sa bus, biglang nag-announce un driver: "TRANSFER NA LANG PO TYO SA IBANG BUS!" grrrrr i need to wait another one.


I will never ever to plan going out on the next friday the 13th. grrrrrrr!

Thursday, August 12, 2010


multiply to facebook
facebook to tumblr
tumblr to blogger
blogger to twitter
twitter to plurk
plurk to formspringme..

All of them has connection to each other..
so can i connect YOU to ME?




Minsan kailangan mo palang masaktan ng sobra sobra para matauhan ka na hindi na pala tama yung ginagawa mo..yung akala mong tama, mali na pala sa paningin at pakiramdam niya..buong akala mo masaya pa siya sa piling mo, ayun pala ikaw na lang naiwan mag-isang lumalaban para sa inyong dalawa.. Yung akala mong "wala lang" paraan na pala niya iyon na unti-unting bumitaw at kumawala sa yakap ng pagmamahal mo.."


We're all susceptible to it... the dread and anxiety of not knowing what's coming. It's pointless in the end... Because all the worrying... and all the making of plans for things that could or could not happen... it only makes things worse. So walk your dog... or take a nap. Just, whatever you do, stop worrying. Because the only cure for paranoia...

is to be...

Here... Just as you are.


Wee just wanna share whats on my wish list..
- trip to Baguio with hotel accomodation in BAguio’s finest hotel
DEMANDING haha hay sana the next tym magplan aq for baguio matuloy na..hmmp
- Sony Ericsson C510
im not that much wanting whats latest when it comes to phones yet since then i really like this unit.
- Motorola L7i
well this was the very first unit i really want before pa haha
- Body FAntasies Parfum APPLE
its hard to find it, laging out of stock un apple i need to go to US to but this hehe
- Turtle Stuff Toys Collection
Big or small, hard or doesnt matter basta its given from the heart and something colorful hehe..
- Web designing and development course in any accredited computer school
hmm want to know more and enhance my capabilities to do better web designing.
thats all for now.
I really dont need or expect to accept gifts but then if theres something you’d like to give me on my beeday, WHY NOT????? LOL =D


Tuesday, July 27, 2010

Beauty Tip # 14: Secret of a Shiny Hair

Ever dreamed of having a noticeable shiny hair? There are lots of hair treatment products in the market that can let us care for our hair but it can lead also our hair prone to breakage and dryness due to harmful chemicals   Well, doing it on a natural way all you need is vinegar as the main ingredient. Smells eewww, yeah but it does work..interested?  here's how.


1/4 cup vinegar
1/2 bucket of water
1 egg yolk

Mix all in a small bowl and apply to hair for about an hour. You can put a shower cap or leave it as is. This will give a good shine to your hair. You can do this twice a month or as desired.


 The Vinegar will help remove residue thats left on your scalp from shampoos, conditioners and hair products.  it will also cleanse your scalp and help heal any scratches you've made wth your fingernails.  This homemade treatment will also restore the natural ph balance to your hair and scalp.

Vinegar may loosen waves and curls if you have a perm, though, so be careful.

Thursday, July 22, 2010


Well i feel really unlucky for sleeping around 5am then waking up at near 10 am then i was doing some bead crafts and it really annoys me that the beads wont stick to each other. I try to use glue, glustick then double sided tape anything i had at home..then i wen to the back saw the vulcaseal (i know its for woods and housing needs) duh! i dont mind as long as i know its sticky i should at least try then lastly i used rugby..whew finally it stick a bit though not to much, atleast! Then after that im doin some personalized journals its a mini journal (ohh yea personalization of stuffs is really skin deep to me i always want to give personal handmade crafts by me for my loved ones) Well that mini journal i was making i made a list then print it out cut it in the size that will fit my journal wheew i used photopaper coz theres no other paper i had here only black paper..grrr! so there i still had to do it. since its small and the photopaper makes it really bulky, it give in! hahaha so i made some remedys weee atleast i still made it look nice hehe. I dont have pics of this said journal and bead crafts(to laazy to take a pic haha) then! after that i rested for a while then had a one hr bath weee then why do i feel lucky? Secret!! hahaha thats all folks. xoxo

Tuesday, July 13, 2010

Beauty Tip # 13: Lemon-Milk Skin food


1 quart whole milk
2 tablespoon of lemon juice

Add the milk and the lemon into your warm bath.  Slice some lemon and put it into the water too.  After 15 minutes you will be energized and your skin will be silky smooth.

Monday, July 12, 2010

Grand Cayman: Escape to an Island Paradise

Cayman Islands is a British Overseas Territory located in the western Caribbean Sea. The territory comprises the islands of Grand Cayman, Cayman Brac, and Little Cayman, located south of Cuba and northwest of Jamaica.

Well, were in Grand Cayman!

Our late vacation that started last May 10 was really a tough one..because of the ashfall that happened in Iceland all flights to London was cancelled or i might say almost all flights near Iceland. It was like are we going or not? But then, we still took the chance since we've waited long enough for the British visa's approval.

Yippeee! We're going to Cayman!

Its my first time to travel this far so im really kinda bit excited..but then a bit teared up with sadness because my lola passed away last May 1 and it was really sad.. Actually we packed our luggage on the same day of may 10 since our flight was in the afternoon..

We traveled more than 30 hours before we reached our destination and yeAh, who couldnt be tired but seeing my sister again and knowing that Cedie can be with them is such a great joy.

Cayman is a place blessed with beautiful beaches that just looking at it gives you that feeling of relaxation.. The natives are welcoming and food are really nice and bigger than usual hahaha!

Staying at Cayman is just like spoiling yourself with the wonderful sceneries, delicious food and not to mention the expensive cost of everything..OH! I ALWAYS CONVERT IT TO PESO and say, ANG MAHAL!hahaha but i think when you get to live there youll get used to it..

We enjoyed our stay mostly because we are all together even when sadness really follows.. I do think of my late uncle and lola..and i do hope she understands why we cant all be there to see her for the last time..

So there, i enjoyed snorkeling looking at the fishes underwater, i starve when i see a big ones, i would say thats nice to eat.. I also enjoyed seeing the turtles and the stingrays..but i do get scared of their tails. I love the parrots and some exotic birds..and iguanas? awww theres lots of it in Cayman.

Off we go

SevenMile Beach
Ritz Carlton Hotel with my Margarita drink
So they serve this Burgeritas, not only they look good, really really yummy.

Grand Old House. pretty peaceful here.

Hard Rock Cafe Cayman
Its yummy!
A lot of cruise ships here

Turtle Farm
Off to Stingray City
Stingray CityIts in the middle of the ocean, simply amazing.

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Dolphin Cove

Cayman Islands is really a place worth seeing for and if i had the chance i would love to go back here. Theres a lot of beautiful places that would make you say wow. The cost of living may be high but it's all worth it.

We had long stop overs in London back and forth. And an hour in Hongkong.

If there's an island i'd like to be stranded, thats definitely Cayman Islands.


Press On

I always say to myself.. press on, esha press on! but what does press on really means? Press on, for me is trying to succeed after all the failures, trying to be strong even when im really weak inside, trying to smile after that moments of sadness, trying to accept everything that life life is really touch and go.. Some will stay, some will just passes you by. Some will continue holding on, some will find new love. Press on is actually another term for “moving on” or “moving forward” All the bitterness from the past must be forgotten naturally not by force.. Life is now, not the past. Thus, If we all continue living in the past we will grow emotionally unhealthy, thinking over and over someone who is not there anymore..someone who already chose a new path to take. It is indeed very painful but as they say: “Time heals all wounds, though ofcourse it will always leave a scar” The choice is always in our hands, the decision is ours.. Everyone deserves happiness even when true happiness is really very hard to find we must be strong to stick to what we really want in life. You may never know that the person whose destined for you is just around the corner.. Oopss..did i just say destiny? haha well i dont know if it is really true but most lovers say to their gfs/bfs that he/she is her/his destiny.. well its because theyre inlove , they feel love that makes them say sweet nothings but in the practical view, is it really true? Are the words worth believing for? What if they break up then they both find someone else to love, was it still destiny then? Hmm my point is, theres nothing really permanent in this world, even feelings do change so you cant always mean what you say even if you feel it coz life is too unsure and so is Love. Broken promises make it worse especially when you almost believe it will happen in reality. Its not bad to make a promise, whats the bad thing is, they wont make it come true. So as the saying goes: “Promises are always made to be broken” Sometimes it really bring confusion in my mind why relationships always starts with a “HI” then always ends up with a very sad painful “GOODBYE” Why do they let each moment slips away so fast? A lot of questions left unanswered.. But sometimes its better not to know everything, every reason coz it might hurt might not just scratch the heart thus it can cut like a deadly knife.. emotionally dead was it? lolz
So there you go, my views are just my views, everyone can agree or disagree with my thoughts, i wont mind. JUst give some love and respect.. weee!Ive been waiting for my downloads to finished lift nothing to do so i just got blogged.

Till next
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Thursday, June 17, 2010

The love i thought i found

the love i thought i found lived only in my thoughts

someone to care
someone to love
someone to laugh with and cry with
someone to share dreams
someone to be with forever

its simple yet it can never be found.

Friday, June 11, 2010

Beauty Tip # 12: Beautiful Hair

If you lead a busy life and dont have time to cook, supplement your diet with the hair-building vitamins B6, B12, evening primrose oil, folic acid and a good multivitamin. Driking lots of water is also a great help.

Wednesday, May 12, 2010

Beauty TIp # 11: Honey Facial


1 tablespoon honey
1 egg
1 teaspoon crumbled dried chamomile flowers
1 teaspoon finely chopped fresh mint

Mix all the ingredients in a small bowl.  Apply the mixture to your face and neck.  Let it dry for about 10-15 minutes and rinse off with warm water.

Saturday, May 8, 2010

Life after death

My qoute was “Life is better with Love” (so true!) who doesnt want love anyway? without love it feels like youre a living dead.. (so emo!)

love is the only permanent thing in this world..(its the PEOPLE inlove are those who change!!)

so why blame Love?? when it has nothing to do with this heartbreaking feeling we feel everytime we get hurt?

As the song goes..”look into my heart and you’ll find love, love , love , love…” How can you say you possibly say you love the person? they say you’ll know when its love when you get thats it! how come the pain never goes away??

is it still love?

Sometimes whats really unfair is how the people interpret love…though i know we all have different thoughts and feelings regarding love..we all have the same goal..that is to find someone who will fill the incompleteness in ourselves and love us for who we are (not what we are) its a different thing. someone who will stay and will never let us go no matter how hard the situation is..something that is more than just love..

something like true love..

On second thought, what if this so called “true love” never comes? what would you do if the love you thought was forever has just gone in a blink of an eye? So sad but it can happen sometimes and the best thing you can do is be strong enough to accept the fact that she/he already given up the fight..

Lay down your sword the fight’s not worth anymore if the person youre fighting for is already gone into someone’s arms..Its useless to cry every day and night.. to mourn and weep..

Life must go on.

Every broken heart deserves a cure for its wounds.. some may not heal but whats more important is you learn to let go and fully accept that the past can never be your future anymore..coz it already ended..

marked period.

Its hard but thats the best thing you can do to make all the pain go away..and just let the happy memories remain..

Theres always life after death..just be strong..just never ever try to push yourself to someone who doesnt wants/loves you anymore coz youre just causing pain to yourself and it wont ever help..

Like they always say, “theres a lot of fishes in the ocean..” though i might say

“theres only one fish who would love a person so much truly, deeply, madly…

Monday, April 12, 2010

pag-ibig, bakit niya ako hinayaang mawala?

minsan sumagi sa aking isip kung bakit ganoon ang mga tao..sasabihin nilang ika’y lubos na minamahal nila ngunit pag nagkaroon ng d pagkakaunawaan mauuna pa silang lumisan? totoo nga bang nagmamahal sila? oo nga’t walang sinuman ang dapat humusga ng pagmamahal ng isang nagmamahal sa isang tao.. ngunit madalas ito’y nagiging sakim at makasarili..kun saan sa aking pakiwati’y hindi na ito matatawag na pagmamahal..
..pano nga ba masusukat ang tunay na pagmamahal? ito nga ba ay kung ipinaglaban ka nia sa higit ng kanyang makakaya kahit mahirap kahit masakit hindi ka nia binitawan? o ito ba’y mas mikita sa paraang tumahimik na lamang siya at itinanim sa kanyang isip na mabuti na yung ganoon para sa inyo na hihintayn mo na lang na paglapitin kayo ulit ng panghawakan na lamang ang kasabihang “kung kayo tlga, kayo pa rin sa huli”

..yaon nga ba ang mas madaling paraan para maayos ang nasirang pangako sa isa’t isa? ang hayaang lumipas ang panahon ng walang pagkakaintindihan kung di ang pakiramdam na walang halaga ung mga panahong pinagsamahan? Ang hayaang makalimot na lamang sa paglipas ng panahon? Ang magkaroon ng ibang mamahalin at magmamahal?

..maraming tanong ang puso ng isang nilalang na nabigo sa pag-ibig ngunit sa akala niang makakabuti minabuti na lamang niyang tumahimik dahil hindi rin naman nia nararamdaman siya’y tunay na mahalaga sa kanyang minamahal..

..Ngayon Kung nasan man ang kanyang inibig nawa’y masaya siya.. Kung may iba ng kumakalinga sa kanyang puso nawa’y hindi ito masugatan muli.. nawa’y alagaan niya nawa’y maging masaya sila at muli nilang buuin ang mga pangarap na hindi natupad ng kanyang nakaraan..

..hango sa aking makatang kaisipan..
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Sunday, April 11, 2010

Beauty Tip # 10: Lemon Facial Mask

Lemons are great for baking pastries and spicing up dishes..though it can be also used in our skin for beauty purposes. Here;s how:

1/2 Lemon
1 egg whites

Squeeze the lemon and mix the juice with the beaten egg whites. Apply to face avoiding the area around the eyes.  Leave on your face overnight or if during the day, for about 15 minutes.  Rinse well with water.

Note: For people with allergies, always consult your doctor first.

Friday, March 26, 2010

Beauty TIp # 9: Skin Cleansing

All of us always want to be clean and free from itchiness.. Heres a natural way of keeping our skin clean and healthy as well.

1/2 cup water
1/2 cup rubbing alcohol
3-4 drops of peppermint or eucalyptus oil

Pour the water and alcohol into a bottle and then add the oil.  Cap and shake well.  Apply to skin with a clean cloth. No need to rinse after.


umiiwas sa pagibig, ayaw ng masaktan. ilang ulit na ako’y naiwan ng bigla sa ere. tumatakbo ang oras, walang tigil, wala namang nagyayari.

pero sa Bandang huli sa PagSuko ko, may nangyari na ngayon lang nagkataon na mangyari. Natunaw ang puso ko sa galak dahil nakita lang kita. nag -iba ang lahat na dapat di magbago.

nagsalita ang buong mundo, nung nalaman nila ang mga yun. wala akong pakialam sa mga sinasabi nila, Handa kitang Mahalin kahit Kamatayan man ang aabutin ko. hinihila ka nila palayo sakin, ngunit andito lang ako para ibalik ka sakin. kakayanin ko ang lahat basta makasama ka lang. minamahal kita, wag kang mag-alala. ikaw lang hanggang sa huli.

pinipilit ang sarili na kalimutan ka, sapagkat ako’y sinaktan mo ng masyado. dahil ikaw mismo ang ang lumalayo na rin. walang Tigil sa kakadugo ang puso kong ito. Hihilom pa ba muli ang puso kong kawawang nasawi?

kasalukuyan ako’y may sugat sa puso, ng dahil sayo, ako’y takot ng magmahal at baka maranas pa muli ang mga masasakit na pangyayari. Puso ko’y patay na at di na kayang mabuhay pa. walang tigil sa kakadugo ang Puso ko, at ikaw ang rason ng bakit nahiwa ang puso ko sa kakaiyak.

Wednesday, March 24, 2010

Beauty Tip # 8: Hair Breakage

Mechanical friction is caused by using a brush or a cmb (even if they are good ones)  Salt in our hair after swimming in the sea, rubbing our head on a pillow while sleeping, using rubberbands.. all of these cause damage or loss to our hair. Such damage has particularly to do with wet hair because then it is more susceptible to stretching and breaking.

Use wide-toothed comb to remove tangles and do not comb wet hair continuously.  Also, avoid hair dryer to dry your hair.

Happy Summer ladies!

Tuesday, February 23, 2010

MYLC Premiere Night

HUGE CROWD! like it much. Speechless. ♥♥♥

kilig much!

I think im gonna faint when he pass right through where i am standing. Nice spot. Ayiiiii!

Saturday, February 6, 2010


Kung kaya mong idelete ako, mas kaya ko, kung wala kang pakialam… susubukang kong wag na ring makialam…

Tuesday, January 26, 2010

I slapped a glass of milk because I’m sexy like that

Select the month you were born in:

1 (Jan) - I stabbed
2 (Feb) - I needed
3 (Mar) - I ran naked with
4 (Apr) - I killed
5 (May) - I jumped
6 (June)- I smoked with
7 (July) - I ran shirtless with
8 (Aug) - I banged
9 (Sept) - I shot
10 (Oct) - I robbed
11 (Nov) -I slapped
12 (Dec) - I cuddled with

Pick the day (number) you were born on:

01 - the trojan man
02 - a homeless guy
03 -a homo
04 - A mop**
05 - a dog
06 - a rock star
07 - Paris Hilton
08 - my lover
09 - a toothbrush
10 - my boyfriend
11 - a glass of milk
12 - a teletubby
13 - the cookie monster
14 - a drunk
15 - a crack head
16 - a cat
17 - a bum
18 - a whore
19 - a hobo
20 - a stripper
21 - a porn star
22 - Barney the dinosaur
23 - the kool-aid man
24 - an easter egg
25 - my ex girlfriend
26 - a hottie
27 - a bag of weed
28 - a french fry
29 - your mom
30 - a bowl of cereal
31 - jezzy the snowman

Pick the color of shirt you are wearing:

White         -     because that bitch stole my taco
Black          -     because I love marijuana
Pink            -     because I’m good in bed
Red             -     because I have AMAZING boobs
Brown         -     because I still love him
Polka Dots -     because I hate my life
Purple         -     because I’m gay
Grey            -     because I’m sexy like that
Other          -     because I have double D’s
Green          -     because I love to snort cocaine.
Orange       -     because I smoke crack
Turquoise   -     because I have a noodle in my nose
Blue             -     because I'm the sexiest bitch alive
Tye dye       -     because I'm a fucking scuba diver
None            -     because I have a killer six pack