Tuesday, February 15, 2011

FEBRUARY, let me carry out the pain

February! You know that January has been unfair to me, it put me into situations thats really kinda heartbreaking..but i was a little impressed coz i manage to stand still and be strong..so its another month. Actually, February you've been kinda unfair to me too..or i must say its a lil bit continuation..well i dont blame you..in fact i learned to accept things as they are. That sometimes even how much you give, you'll never get anything in return most of the times you'll be just taken for granted. Life has a lot of twist and turns, its on how you make to twist when life turns you or how you turn when youre bein' twisted. Life is good, its the situation and people that make it bad. Its like when you love someone so much but that someone doesn't love you then accept it that way. Coz if you force them to love you, it wont be love after all. Or lets say someone you love, loves someone else, then just let him/her to be happy no matter how painful it is. Sooner or later they'll gonna realize the worth of the ones they had chosen to let go. Always remember that you can never find a perfect partner to love you the way you wanted. Only a person who is willing to love you more that what you are, someone who’ll accept you from what you can and be. That’s even better that perfect. 

I cant actually say im happy, sadness haunts me every now and then but at least slowly im trying to get my old life back with improvements of course haha. I had some design projects this month, it keeps me busy a lot and i know i need to be more productive. More to come please.

I am perfectly imperfect, beautiful in my flaws, sure of my insecurities, absolute chaos..a beautiful disaster.

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