Favorite lines from Secret Garden

“She drives like a car racer. If she witnesses someone’s purse being snatched, someone she’s never met in her life, she’ll throw fists. She has no money and her body is covered in scars, but she doesn’t want to spend even one second of one minute with people like us. She’s that kind of woman. I’ve never seen a woman as cool as her. That… is my answer.” – Joo Won


“There are things that are thought of as fantasies merely because they’re far away. Starry bodies are like that. Just as it is with people who are too beautiful, they readily disappear – In the books that I’d read to find out what he’s really like, this was a passage that had long settled in my heart. It’s now that I realize it, how beautiful a person he is. And therefore, how far away he is from me. He’ll disappear someday, too, like people do when they’re too beautiful.” – Ra-Im

“Where on earth is a woman who’ll jump at the chance to happily and beautifully cultivate a love that’ll just turn to bubbles? Nowhere in the world is there a woman who will start a love, giving up the ending. That’s why we’ll never work. We have no answer.” – Ra-Im

“The thing about women is, the most common of women can become a queen, and the most rarefied woman can become a maid – according to how she is treated by the person she loves.” – Seul

“Do you like decorating trees? I hate it – I hate making a ruckus on anyone’s birthday but my own. But… I thought that you would like it. You only like things that I hate.” – Joo Won

“Since what age did you become so pretty?” – Joo Won

“I’m thinking of doing everything now, including this stupid act of waiting for someone in front of their house so you should do the same. You have no thoughts of becoming the little mermaid, so that’s why I’ll be come the little mermaid instead. I’ll be right next to you as if I am not there and disappear like foam. So right now, I am the one shamelessly hanging on to you.” – Joo Won

“Are you that weak? Even if the distance seems far, run after him. Even if it feels like he isn’t next to you, grab on to him.” – Seul

“All around the world there are 230 countries, and among those people I can speak 5 languages. Nevertheless, I can’t find the exact word to define our relationship.” – Joo Won

“Open your eyes. You did something strange and stole my heart, you made me drink something strange and stole my body, showed up at someone else’s party and stole even my lips. If it wasn’t for that, there is no reason for you to look so pretty in my eyes.” – Joo Won

“From now on, no matter what you do I’ll still like it, no matter what you do I’ll still forgive you, for the sole reason that you’re alive.” – Ra Im

“There are only two types of girls: the type that you marry and the type that you play around with and then break up with. But you’re somewhere in between.” – Joo Won

“It’s not because I love you, but because I only love you. If I don’t have you, then I won’t have any other choices.” – Joo Won

“Being unable to eat and sleep is the basic thing. Waking up in the middle of the night will become a daily routine. Because the one you love has turned into someone else, you also can’t whine to each other for the fear of being scolded by that person. So, you cry by yourself. But what hurts the most is that person doesn’t actually miss me like the way I do. It’s like that person has forgotten about me and is simply being happy alone. All you want to do is die, but you can’t die either… because you’re scared that you won’t see that person again.” – Seul

“Alice in Wonderland Syndrome. This is a mental illness. It is like looking through the wrong end of a pair of binoculars. It is as if you are living in a fantasy world of a fable. This is an interesting and sad syndrome. I’m sure that I have that syndrome. If it’s not it, then why the heck does my every moment with the ordinary girl feel like a fable?” – Joo Won

”If some man tells you that he’s fallen in love with you at first sight, just punch him. It’s just another way of saying that he wants to go to bed with you.” – Joo Won

“Don’t fall in love with another guy. For the rest of your life, live alone and think of me. This is perhaps the most selfish decision I’ve made in my life.” – Joo Won

“You just hang up the phone whenever you feel like it. When I come to find you, you get angry. When I try to buy you food, you get even angrier. Even worse than that, you hit me. You’re a completely strange woman… but that’s exactly the problem. You’re so strange that I find you, puzzling and amazing.” – Joo Won

“You’re really pretty when you’re mad.” – Joo Won

“Do you need more miracles? There was already a miracle. A woman with no decent family background, no money, no good looks, is someone very special to someone who has everything. Isn’t that a miracle? Be honest. When I was clinging on to you, I know you said “go away, disappear”, but inside you were going KYA!!! Right?” – Joo Won

“We still don’t have a single wedding photo. But we live every day, loving and being loved, living a magical life. Maybe being in love is a lot like swapping souls. May your soul have flowers that bloom, a cool breeze, a shining sun, and… once in a while, a magical rain that falls.” – Ra Im

“I hope you’ll see the things I see. You’ll stand at the window where I stand, and lie down in the bed where I lie down, and read the books I read. If we could be together, even in that way… then that’s enough. Let’s think of it as being together. That’s enough for us to consider ourselves as happy as other lovers.” – Joo Won

Gil Ra Im will always be stuck between two different worlds, when I’m done with you, you’ll disappear like foam on the sea.” – Joo Won

Hingang malalim umiihip ang hangin ngumingiti ang araw mga punong sumasayaw OWEN OWEN wag kang magpapahuli sa babaeng nanggugulpi -Joo Won

The Last Memory

The last memory could be the happiest or may be the saddest.. To believe even the most unbelievable lines, to trust and love wholeheartedly is the most unselfish but risky thing to do. It comes packed when youre in it, it doesnt have procedures..it just happens and you feel it like the wind, existing yet unseen. To be strong for someone whose weak even when the truth is youre dying inside but you stil continue to stand for that person because its the only hope you can see. But what if that certain person suddenly leaves you? How would you feel? Its as if youre stabbed by a knife when youre looking ahead for the promised future. And now, whats the point in being strong when you can freely admit that YOURE WEAK and it weakens you more to know that theres no other reason to be strong anymore.

Let life be your judge and it will take you when its time.

JULY says...

So..what's up with July? Hmm just pretty normal in a weird way. Like things you expected to be yours will all be gone, like hoping for nothing, something like you wont have a choice but to accept all that happened and all that's been happening. Its life and sometimes it doesnt go the way we want it to be. 


Right decisions are those ones harder to make especially if it involves someone who is dearly connected to you of course you dont want to regret and get wronged by impulsive decisions but as they say when you decide for something big but you never regret or even feel a heavy weight in your chest, then its really the right decision.


So how many of you, feel that way? 

If you do, then its the right path youre up to. But if not, get ready to regret it soon.

Beauty Tip # 29: Beer Conditioner

Beer? Yes! Beer acts a very good conditioner for your hair.  Apply it for 15 minutes and wash your hair.  Your hair will be smooth and silky.

I haven't tried it yet though.

Can love really last for a lifetime?

Answer: scientists have found out that romantic love involves chemical changes in the brain that last for 12 – 18 months only. After that, the pair is on their own … but love can absolutely last for a lifetime as desired to be maintained … meaning, it’s a mutual choice.

Bottom line: it will last if you know how to commit.

10 Painful Things in Life

10. bringing back the feeling you've learned to forget.

9. reminiscing the good times.

8. trying to hide what you really feel.

7. loving someone who loves another.

6. having a commitment with someone that you know wouldn't last.

5. shielding your heart to love somebody.

4. loving a person too much.

3. right love at the wrong time.

2. taking the risk to fall in love again.

and last but not the least..

DI KA PALA KASAMA! awww haha x_x

Back to normal in JUNE

Happy days are over..things are all getting back to normal. Its like having a fairytale dream and when you wake up, suddenly it all stops. Sometimes adjustments are the hardest part especially when youre totally enjoying the moment its like you just want to hold it just that way forever. But yeah, even fairytales is not filled with happiness all the time. There comes that certain moment that you need to act and do what needs to be done and wait for the ride that will take you back to happiness again.

MAY, i go out?

 May..It was a happy month though. Ive spend my summer with such a very hectic schedule. Swimming at Amana Waterpark at Bulacan, Fun day at Funranch Pasig and Enchanted Kingdom, Mall tour and shopping almost everyday, coming home late..its was very tiring but i enjoyed it a lot. Hmm the highlight was when we tour around Cebu and Bohol, it was really a total adventure and from then on i love to visit new places no matter how near or far as long as i have the budget, why not? I actually bought a new bag for touring someday or hopefully soon. I need to be productive..yeah. hahaha. I saw a backpack somewhere and i love it sooooo much!!! i got to have it badly.