Insomnia

Already 3:00 a.m. yet still cant sleep.
 Insomnia strikes again..and again.It never fails.

I close my eyes and see all the puzzle pieces floating around my mind.  I hear them and watch them click in place and that when they finally become clearer to me.  I see how nobody can save any one person, but also, how everybody needs someone.  I see how shutting yourself up in a tiny compartment can suffocate you.  I see how bottling everything up and stuffing it down can weigh you down.  I see how sometimes you need complete darkness to see things you couldn't or didn't want to see before.  I realize that sometimes what's real isn't pretty, but what's pretty isn't always real.