Have you thought...as long as you lack something, you yearn for it without cease. You tell yourself: "If only i could have that one thing, all my problems will be solved." But once you felt it, once the object of your desires is thrust into your hands, it begins to lose its charm. Other wants assert themselves, other desires make themselves felt, and bit by bit you discover that you're right back where you started. That's life. Someone always waiting for someone who never comes home. Always loving some thing more than that thing loves them. And after a while you want to destroy whatever that thing is,
so it cant hurt you no more.